I was so shocked when my head of dept. ask me to do my PhD this year and must be at oversea university..she said that it is the Dean's request (but it sounds like an order...hee)...for a moment my head started to think bout my preparation, my parents...and of course about the house that i'm moving out and in...there are so many things to be done...and one big question? Am I ready? Mentally?..no! Phsically?...Yes.. so what is actually the most important thing? physical aspect or mental aspect?..i wanted to do my PhD actually by next year and i'm in the process of preparing myself to that but I should say it is not so "radical" ...slow but progressing. the main ingredient is MOTIVATION and i'm lacking of it but today as i'm having the YM session with my close friend Yati (UniKL) she gave me 1 of the motivation factor that is to have a Dr. title before my name..that's interesting and i am sure that my mak and abah will be proud of it..(i have to make them proud of me..that is one way of repaying for what they have done to me..i will and ALLAH is here with me)...
Well, PhD at oversea university..sounds ok but as so many things to be done such as IELTS, research methodology course, visa etc..etc...huh! sounds very demanding but I might wanna try..my best buddy is studying at Oz now think I can do the same thing too......
Well, PhD at oversea university..sounds ok but as so many things to be done such as IELTS, research methodology course, visa etc..etc...huh! sounds very demanding but I might wanna try..my best buddy is studying at Oz now think I can do the same thing too......
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