JDU 3737

you might think that this is my car registration number and sadly it is not...but this is the car registration number that i encounter almost every morning on my way..driving to work. i am not going to describe about this car or how good is the car but am going to share what is so unique about the driver of this car...strictly not on how good-looking is he or who he is...but am going to talk about his attidude. while others are driving like a mad (some say that bp drivers are reckless and no manners) to reach the destination on time or before time, he just sit back, relax & enjoying his moment a.k.a. very slow..(most of us would agree that..lembap tul!)..even though there is a long line behind him he seems uncare and couldn't be bothered bout it. so what is the relevance of this situation to our life?
well, i wonder if life is as easy as what the driver percieve by taking it easy no matter how furious the world is..can we live a better life? Is the ignorance attitude will ensure that our life is ok? Or should we go with the flow? It is a though decision actually..because it concerns not just our life and about but also others as well. sometimes when we decide to ignore we might hurt somebody or even worst it'll become a vengence and later they will retaliate.

peace everyone?

I guess this statement is very cliche'..setiap manusia tidak pernah lari dari kesilapan & masalah". When you are not in that situation you might just react..ooo really?..but if you are totally in that situation..you will know it is actually true even though you are a "happy-go-lucky" person. So when you are in this haze (problem etc) what would you have in mind or what would you do? Shout out loud? Going for vacation? Yoga? or whatever it is.. the point is we wanna have peace in mind and to escape the burden that has long been in our life! The question is...which one of these solution will work? I believe that it's all going back to the basic...ALLAH is always there for you and to ALLAH you will find the peacefulness. I remember when i was in Mekah & Madinah for my umrah...i found my total peacefulness there..free from all these 'duniawi' just concentrate on "akhirat"...the feeling was so undescribable...divine...but I know that ALLAH has given the blessings and the opportunities to me to escape from all these craziness (work, personal life, financial etc). I made my promise in front of the Kaa'bah that I will return to visit our beloved Nabi Muhammad S.A.W and also the Kaa'bah itself. I cried when i left Makam Nabi Muhammad S.A.W and the Kaa'bah...you might wonder why...but if you have been there you will know how does it feel..

sweet dream or beautiful nightmare?

Few days ago i was thinking about commitment in a relationship..yup!! single but not available. the kind of realationship that single ladies want probably is the one that will last longer or maybe it is too cliche' because we realised that in reality things aren't the same way as we want it to be..but friend of mine gives me some thought that we still can give it a go coz he said that life is full of suprises...its not going to be the same and dull from begining to the end. sometimes we argue, we fight, we quarrel, hate each other(?)...that is life and that makes life more meaningful. I guess all his experiences has taught him a better lesson for life (he's actually my best friend's hubby) but i'm like their "marriage councellor"...really??...you better believe it!.

Being in the relationship could be a new horizon or maybe a new adventure for a single who believe that man and woman need each other or better say complete each other. But being a single but not available also demand the commitment from each parties (both venus & mars) and the ignorance to this will cloud the realationship and later resulted on one party to demand a "pit stop"...yup! you can call it a rest or break or whatever the terms that you use to describe the quit. It is worse when you involved in "PJJ"....erm long-distance relationship..both must be willing to trust each other even though it is hardly possible to do that. If there is no more trust or commitment would you consider to let it go or just bare with it? This is where your innerself is being put into dilemma that needs your wise decision and trust from yourself. Just believe in what you take coz you know that you have made the right decision after your wise decision.

bila lagi.....PART 1

let me take u back to your single life (all the single ladies...dont put ur ring just yet..). hmm..what do we enjoy being in this life? freedom..? fun...? care less...? full of suprises..? or suck coz people around u keep nagging and showing off how many kids do they have at the moment n still plan for more production? or probably ur aunties/neighbours/successfull friends (yup! success of getting a husband or wife then after few years an array of kids) keep asking...bila lagi nk makan nasi minyak?..(nasi minyak ker?...in my kampung we dont serve nasi minyak for wedding ceremony..we served "nasi baryani gam"...hehe kasi up sket" so how? takder kaitan...) but questions like this will never end coz when you happily married then comes another question..bila lagi nak ada anak?...the next stage when u successfully delivered ur production then comes another question...bila lagi si polan nak dapat adik?....i wonder when they will start getting tired of asking this kind of questions..as long as they live. I guess they just concern that's why they asked...

Actually what is the real deal here? career women are too modern where they do not really concern about expanding life and to share the undying love...(undying love?? does it really exsist between human?...or is it just too ideal?)...to be continued..

good thing comes in small package

This is my first experience getting my hands on this new gadget hp mini netbook. Smart and sleek design. After doing my own research and seeking opinions from internet and expert (Hafidz) with so many options; dell mini inspirion, lenovo, acer and this hp mini, I finally chose hp mini 1100 model.

Actually I was expecting that I could own a hp mini netbook vivienne tam edition known as the first digital clutch (clutch?...hmm for guys they might think it is something to do with cars…ladies, it’s a new fashion accessories that must be in your collection) that digital clutch is very nice and pretty in red! But Hafidz told me that the edition was discontinued (no stock lei!)…feeling a bit disappointed but I know with this hp mini I am so much grateful to own this. Thanks to Hafidz…he helped me a lot and also to my technician Yaza and Dayang (naku diusin nyak) for accompanying me to senQ to purchase this new gadget….I’m definitely sure that will love this new gadget soooo much…and I am very much sure that I’ll use this as my new buddy for my lecture and my blogging activities…so GO BLOG!

to wear or not to wear

I visited the university health centre this morning after feeling unwell last night..(light fever & cough). I was so worried and I am now as well if I could be one of them who has been quarentined somewhere out of the university's area. with masked people everywhere my heart and feeling started to worry and wondering if am going to be among of those who has the symptom of the H1 N1.
when i entered the medic room the MA ask me the most popular and common question nowadays (do you have any fever?)...I said I'am having the cough a few days back and i'm not sure of that but I said that am feeling a bit dizzy and uneasy so he started to take my body temperature. he said that if my body temperature is more than 38'C i will be quarentined but luckily mine is 37.2'C (slight fever as he said). then he started to question me like..."where did i go yesterday?"..."did I went to a crowded place?...and "since when I got this feeling of unwell?"... actually I was so worried when he started to question me with things like that I mean if it could be the reason for me to be quarentined. before I left he was kind of asking me a favor to wear the mask for the sake of me and myself and he mentioned that so far there is no cure for this outbreak...I started to be worried again and feeling guilty......

PhD? Oversee?

I was so shocked when my head of dept. ask me to do my PhD this year and must be at oversea university..she said that it is the Dean's request (but it sounds like an order...hee)...for a moment my head started to think bout my preparation, my parents...and of course about the house that i'm moving out and in...there are so many things to be done...and one big question? Am I ready? Mentally?..no! Phsically?...Yes.. so what is actually the most important thing? physical aspect or mental aspect?..i wanted to do my PhD actually by next year and i'm in the process of preparing myself to that but I should say it is not so "radical" ...slow but progressing. the main ingredient is MOTIVATION and i'm lacking of it but today as i'm having the YM session with my close friend Yati (UniKL) she gave me 1 of the motivation factor that is to have a Dr. title before my name..that's interesting and i am sure that my mak and abah will be proud of it..(i have to make them proud of me..that is one way of repaying for what they have done to me..i will and ALLAH is here with me)...

Well, PhD at oversea university..sounds ok but as so many things to be done such as IELTS, research methodology course, visa etc..etc...huh! sounds very demanding but I might wanna try..my best buddy is studying at Oz now think I can do the same thing too......

G.I (Government Issue) Joe

I was having a great time last night after watching the movie of G.I.Joe. It was an action-packed movie that is worth to spend rm9 for a ticket. the best part of watching this movie was sharing the great moment with my friends. There's nothing more I could talk about this movie coz i have uploaded the thriller of the movie to this blog so that you could see for yourself, but I'm going to share what i enjoy most about going for movie with my gang. Well, normally we will set the date for our so call 'monthly gathering' and to what activity(s) that we are up to and most likely movie or karaoke but there are times that we went for special treat which depends on who gets the "duit terpijak". Yup! sharing is the right word for this ritual (is it so? hahaha) and that's what people say..'sharing is caring' (but i reminded my female students that 'sharing is suffering' hehe)...yup we have been enjoying this for quite sometimes.
Hmm...getting back to the great moment..after we had our viewing or 'pitching lari' session we will head up to Ramly Corner (I'm not sure corner or stall..weird coz i have been hang out there for several times and never care to check what is exactly the name of that place)....and we will spend times there having casual conversation (some people say it's gossiping.......absolutely NOT, it's information sharing and transferring!). I think sometimes we need to take things easily........go with the flow while at the same time protect your believe and never feel that you are not important.

back to basic

this week i think i work a bit slow...i mean normally i juggle 2 or 3 tasks at one time but this week i can breathe easy..just concentrating on my real job of attending classes and give lectures to students.though i have one new task to add in the list (sending my youngest sister to high school (musical hahahah) early in the morning everyday at 6.30am or 6.45am i consider my phase this week is slow... I guess this is my day (or) week to stay easy and relax coz the nightmare is coming....working days for Saturday and Sunday this week. personally i think to work on Saturday and Sunday is never be any difference coz i was (haha am quitting the job) a fellow then where i have to work extra during public holiday (of coz i'm an easy target coz am single no hubby no kids to spend time with..guess that is a very typical "psycho" excuses for my fellow mates who are married..got husband to be entertained (the case of PJJ)..my kids need me..and the list goes on...)so i am OK to work on those days. plus i also doing my part time job as a tutor on similar days. well i have to enjoy this week to the fullest! BTW going for movie with my gang this week...

finding the right location

i have been looking for the right rental house which is preffered to be in the middle of "civilisation". personally i am the one who do not want to trapped in one location which i work and live there. i like to make new friends and socialise with them. some seniors advised me to just rent a house or maybe bought one in where i work but i have different thought that is to break away from this craziness. that one thing for sure is that i am bored living in the same ambience since i have started my work here.

craving for luckydraw

am here (in one of the language lab in the university) starting my mission to be a blogger (?)...but I am wondering what's happening next door.? (actually most of my office mate are having our society meeting and today I heard that there will be the lucky draw for all the participating members in the meeting)...just cross my fingers..(I am very sure that I might get one of the lucky draw prizes but not sure what would it be..?)...so GO! BLOG!