Do u really like my shoes?

"At the moment I feel that I hate myself. I always wonder why I can't be like u. So enjoyable to be with n so pleasant to talk to and funny n always have something interesting to talk about"

Those are text messages that I received from my buddy who is now studying in Aussie for her PhD. The fact that she is a very strong and independent woman but yet she said that she can't fit in and wonder if she could be like me....

The truth is sometimes I feel like trying to be in her "shoes" as well..but come to think of her "feelings" I should consider myself as lucky coz people likes me and the truth is this is not the first time that people said that they are happy to be with me. So I told my friend that in order to fit in... sometimes we need to be like what they want...I mean show your "happy mask" and hide your "sorrow" and for most of the time try to smile coz people don't really care why u are unhappy except somebody or friends who really care for you...

promises and lies

To some people making promises are easy as well as breaking it...but what do they thinking when making all these promises?..do they know that when promises are made it meant to be kept or bounded with it?

Well i don't know about other people but I have made a promise to somebody about how I wanna change my life from being not nobody to somebody...Allah knows how I wanna break that promise but concerning the trust that has been built and I don't wanna be a bad person...I try my very hard to fight myself to keep my promise at its place.

Spells meant to be broken but promises meant to be bounded...