Inspiring to inspire

Another days gone by and I started to realise that my blog need to be updated with more nice, motivating and inspiring quote. Well...anyone will start to blame the time and 24 7 is still not enough for many...guess if we are been given the whole world is still not enough to feed the greedy soul....
Talking about inspire...well not many people can do that because it takes so many things to inspire and being inspired...so? does it hard to inspire people?...hmm..actually not coz people live are because of reasons...reasons that makes them different and inspire different group of people.

what song are u?

I read a newspaper article last week...it was about how songs can affect your life, motivation and how do you perceive this world. Yeah...for many people they might have their own so called "our song" to reminisce different memories (bitter or sweet) throughout their precious life...the song can be in different genre to describe different mood for example if am furious then a "head-banging" kinda song is my choice and when I'm broken then I would go for the same genre too or the song that motivates me back...and my all time favorite is "Breakaway" by Kelly Clarkson..

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes ?til I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

betrayed everyone?

I was having a casual conversation with my colleagues about work and how things has changed after few years of "inhaling" some bad influences to our life. As the times goes by we agreed that for some reasons we are very happy of what things has become now...but it comes to my mind of some people said that we should cherish the moment that we enjoy while we still can and don't ever look back. Speaking of looking back...during our "catastrophic" time..we both have experienced the taste of betrayal and being betrayed by somebody that most of all know..."best friend" a.k.a "the person that you trust"...we shared our thoughts and feelings about this matter and I admitted to her that for what "the person that you trust" did to me has landed some remarkable "stain" in my profile..that is...I will never trust people again...and does it true that we should trust only ourselves and couldn't agree more that...."it takes years to build up trust but only second to destroy it"...

life is good when someone cares for you

I admit that I was ignoring or rather "loosing grip" of this blog as I have long been hooked up with so many things happened in my life lately. The ups and downs in my life has made me a really though girl (i believe so). I was once so upset and down of disastrous "curiosity" by some people of why am I still single..I guess that's the curse of single lady like me. What made me stood out of these "disastrous moments" was the people who stood up before me...friends & family..they were the best thing I had ever have...their support, care, love and understanding has made me realised that how life is so good by having all of them that care for me and I guess I need to be with all the people who cares, loves and supports for others...and this is how i wanna say it...fazita cares back!

busy...

i realised that it is been such a long time that i have not make any post for my blog...i guess this phrase is kinda cliche'.."been busy and no time to blog"..the truth is i have so many things going on with my life lately..."busy" is the term but sometimes "busy" can be an escapism of "poor time management" or maybe is just "slip of the tongue"..
so what was "busy" means in my life lately...well..i believe that more responsibilities are being put on my shoulder..one of it was to prepare a very important paperwork for a executive diploma for my faculty. i have anticipated total haywire and mess for taking this responsibility..but i took it and to prove myself that i can take the challenge and best of all i am a responsible person..
there are times that i feel blocked and wanted to quit after realising that i was actually doing the "unfinished job" of other people who are ignorance and reluctant (that's what i believe but i'm sure he/she would have the cliche' statement..so busy and no time to do it..come on..) It was sad but i know that i have to think and take this positively...i just hope that i will all end well...fingers cross..

people come and go

have you ever thought that one day you could lose someone that you love or close with? how would be the feeling like? and what would you do?
i wanna share my conversation with one of the "ustazah" in my workplace (actually i love being along & among the "ustazah" and "ustaz" coz they are the most resourceful person when it comes to motivation, self-confidence, beliefs & faith) well...she told me that her late husband explained to her that he'll give 60% of his time to the wife and the other percentage will go to his time with friends and other things that he enjoyed doing it. a similar thought was told by my senior back in my first degree studies, she also reminds me of not giving a 100% to what we like or love..reason is when all these are gone we will not feel totally down and upset because of the lost. i guess that is what i have applied in my life of not giving a 100% portion into what i like and love because i realised that one day it could all be gone.
with all things happen around me such as loosing friends ( i never consider them as friends coz they are not there when u need them)..yup loosing these people has never affected my life in total because i know that they are gone for good...and i also got the best thing..enjoying my life and moment to the fullest!

of being a single

I had a very truthful moment when i was YM(ing) with my former student last nite. We were discussing about how good and bad of being a single. We both agree that being a single is quite easy I mean we are more independent and free to choose and do what we want because there is no string attached BUT we are also agree that it is undeniable that sometimes we need somebody to share things, feelings, happiness, sadness etc.

Being a single at my age...some might say that I must be the "memilih" type..honestly YES!..I mean who needs just any type of man..even a criminal would go for somebody who are "beriman, baik tingkah laku, sopan etc. So definitely we have to make our choice and believe me... it is not as easy as choosing or picking up fresh fish from the market! We are dealing with a very soft part of our life...the heart..

Should you trust your heart then... of choosing the rite person, your soul-mate, your other-half etc.? The answer is YES and NO..because as human being we are fully-furnished with "hati & perasaan serta akal yang sangat mantap!"...so use all these equipment to look for the one that is rite for you...even though it's going to take ages to find one!